While I know people in the industry who want to vote for someone who will protect them financially, I’m looking for a person who will make sure my 17-year-old brother doesn’t get killed someday because he’s half-black.If that means I lose 50 percent of my income every year, so be it.Everything that I hate about myself goes away when I walk onstage.
my meetins and things i do to stay clean is top priority and i will tell my next girlfriend that. my family dont understand what i am going through only another addict knows.for me i didnt know how to deal with normal problems people have cause anytime i got pissed or stressed my solution was heroin. and before when i got clean i would be looking for reasons to get high. and talking about where we been and where we are today really helps.like picking a fight with my ex or my family then i would be mad and say F--- it i am getting high. its a sensitive situation to be around your going to be tip toeing around trying not to make him mad. i would also suggest if he relapses soon...cause its going to be a long hard road.I don't know much about heroin addiction, and I want to a don't.I want him to know that I am here to talk to, but he seems to pull away and just wants to be alone when he gets stressed out, should I push him to open up? I knew if i got a girl i would focus all my attention on her and not on my recovery.
It's like night and day now...he's the person he was before he started using...the most part. He did some jail time for his addiction, has been in rehab and as a consequence has to do drops 3 to 4 times a week or he goes straight to jail, therefore, I think that is pretty good evidence that he is staying clean...but, again, I don't know if there are ways to 'trick' the drops or whatever.